tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-204855222024-03-14T14:28:30.768+00:00sub hubbyHappily married submissive to my gorgeous Mistress Wife. Living 24/7 FemDom since July 2004 and looking to grow every day in my submission to Her. This blog contains adult content. If you are under 18, or might be offended, I suggest you go elsewhere.sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.comBlogger577125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-37893540480044090272016-06-18T11:54:00.000+01:002016-06-18T11:54:05.505+01:00I shouldn't complainThese things are all on my instigation. I shouldn't complain. In fact, since they are on my instigation, I should be grateful! <br />
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Be careful what you wish for! It might come true. sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-47765728466530859712016-06-17T19:03:00.000+01:002016-06-17T19:03:38.536+01:00"Busy" day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqJYpbm5MZsXl8n8BJVKNK_sstcJuAh5Dfp-kjcCeN26XrjyqbPC8Zwm4NGvYGrZb3EtcNVGPa9CLwK_wUDMvVj-1hgC_HC9oRqN-wUnhJF1mBD9H9WZjsxWF-ry28oDivqAEq/s1600/tmp_2306-Screenshot_2016-06-17-18-42-39-1-1683194536.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqJYpbm5MZsXl8n8BJVKNK_sstcJuAh5Dfp-kjcCeN26XrjyqbPC8Zwm4NGvYGrZb3EtcNVGPa9CLwK_wUDMvVj-1hgC_HC9oRqN-wUnhJF1mBD9H9WZjsxWF-ry28oDivqAEq/s320/tmp_2306-Screenshot_2016-06-17-18-42-39-1-1683194536.png" /></a></div>Mistress has had a busy day at work she tells me. "Busy, busy, busy". <br />
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She didn't mention Pete's mid morning or afternoon calls. But she sent me an "I love you" message mid morning which by my estimation means he'd just called her. <br />
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Last night he was at a pop concert with his wife and daughter, messaging Mistress from inside the concert to say he'd rather be with her. <br />
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This is going to get interesting... <br />
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She's gone for Pilates on her way home. She'll be home soon for a glass of wine and an evening together. <br />
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I'm not allowed to ask about contact with Pete and I'm not going to ask. I'll just wait and see what she tells me. <br />
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But as I said to her recently, at no time in the past did we ever contemplate or discuss that she would have a relationship outside of me. A new side to her life that I am not part of. <br />
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She's given me no details of the 3.5 hours of sex they had. I've been excluded from that. <br />
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I don't like that side of it. It makes me feel like finding a piece on the side myself and not telling her about it, which is not where I want to be. <br />
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I am supposed to just serve her and support her in her private relationship with him. That's what I should do, but it's easier said than done. sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-38969307006321458992016-06-17T08:44:00.000+01:002016-06-17T08:44:51.691+01:00Sex<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRmLJnuYV-afvxHNXuXjcJsCq4IBA2qRYOCIMUNQlsBXdlr38_Y3U5LZzQ_3pyJTyj0apAzBxw5w9ctfqmAZEoR4hyfe5eGaKDYOCRSdsrF2IkfgQlwwyT2wcy1YGsLSyPsPZW/s1600/spoon.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRmLJnuYV-afvxHNXuXjcJsCq4IBA2qRYOCIMUNQlsBXdlr38_Y3U5LZzQ_3pyJTyj0apAzBxw5w9ctfqmAZEoR4hyfe5eGaKDYOCRSdsrF2IkfgQlwwyT2wcy1YGsLSyPsPZW/s320/spoon.jpg" /></a></div><br />
The sex on their Wednesday date went something like this.<br />
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- Meet in wine bar 12:15. Glass of wine, flirt and chat.<br />
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- Check in to hotel 13:00.<br />
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- Sex 13:00 – 15:30 (2.5 hours!).<br />
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- Shower. Go for lunch. More wine. More flirting.<br />
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- Return to hotel 17:30.<br />
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- Sex 17:30 – 18:30 (Another hour!).<br />
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- Get thrown out of hotel because checkout time was 18:00. No time to shower. Just dress and leave.<br />
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There is no way he just fucked her all that time without considerable encouragement from her. I mean she must have sucked his cock, wanked it, ridden it – she will have participated fully and encouraged him every step of the way – or there is no way they could have remained at it for all that time.<br />
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When she got back that night she allowed me to eat her pussy, which I did. She told me they hadn’t showered, and so I would be lucky enough to taste his cock on her pussy.<br />
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When she’d had enough she told me to sleep. No sex for me.<br />
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But then she relented and allowed me what she called a ‘sympathy fuck’. She didn’t need or require it – it was purely out of sympathy for me.<br />
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I put it in (I don’t like to call it fucking – what I do is too submissive to be called that) in the only position in which I am permitted – spoon position.<br />
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As I put it in she told me my cock was a useless wimp cock that was unable to satisfy her compared to Pete’s. She made me say humiliating things like that repeating after her as I humped at her.<br />
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The humiliation was intense and my cuckold cock got rock hard in defence.<br />
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In an unusually aggressive mood, I rose above her and fucked her hard from behind – very hard. I real cuckold humping. I came hard into her.<br />
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I think she actually enjoyed it. It really was unusual for me to fuck her so hard – but my defense mechanisms kicked in and spurred me to greater heights.<br />
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Last night as required I offered her oral service, but she chose to sleep.<br />
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This morning again I made the offer. “Mistress, my wimp cock is not worthy of your lovely pussy. Would you like me to serve you with my mouth?”.<br />
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She allowed me to eat her pussy.<br />
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I did so enthusiastically, carefully and thoroughly – trying to ensure maximum pleasure for her. I do this quite well – I’ve had enough practice!<br />
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She got very wet while I ate her. I wondered whether she would ask me to put it in, but she didn’t. Once she’d had enough she told me to stop and go get tea.<br />
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If it were him, there is no way they would not have fucked. But I’m not him.<br />
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I’m tempted to ask her – what’s up? – why is he encouraged to fuck so much, and I am not?<br />
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But I have my answers – they are in the written guidance she has provided me:-<br />
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<blockquote>1) By the end of tomorrow...write (by hand) 100 lines saying:-<br />
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"My cock is a wimp cock that does not satisfy Mistress. I MUST remember that "<br />
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2) I do not EVER want or wish you to fuck me like a stud / alpha male. I do not desire that from your wimp cock at all. <br />
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3) I want you to fuck me (when asked to!) in the submissive way that we have done now for years. I love it & need that in my life. <br />
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4) You are my loving, submissive husband. Your role in my life is to:<br />
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a) Serve me & take care of all my physical (non sexual needs)<br />
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b) Provide sexual pleasure by eating my pussy & arse when you ask to do so & I allow you to<br />
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c) You are not my alpha male sex provider & you NEVER will be<br />
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5) I get alpha male sex from Pete. He is the BEST I have EVER had & you will NEVER play that role.</blockquote><br />
So my role is pretty clear. I don’t need to ask her to clarify it. It’s clear. Just difficult to swallow.<br />
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The rules also state:<br />
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<blockquote>“I expect you to live by the rules we have established & carry on establishing. Do not ask me what the rules are ever - you should have them ALL written down.<br />
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You can ask about the rules but my point is - if a rule is written in black & white, what is there to question? If I consider a question is stupid based on a rule that's in black & white, I will answer it but I will punish you for making me answer a question for which you already have the answer.”</blockquote><br />
So I don’t need to ask for clarification. If I do, I should be punished for doing so.<br />
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What I do need to do is accept my position. No pun intended!<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-59627233910173870762016-06-15T22:19:00.002+01:002016-06-15T22:20:45.697+01:00Me myself and I. Or Her, Him and Me. She's back from their date. <br />
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Sex is the most selfish act in the world. <br />
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He only cares about him. What he wants now (to fuck her) what he wants in the future (to have her, or if not, then at least to not loose his wife) and how happy he is. <br />
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She only cares about her. Her pussy, her orgasms, his attraction to her. Having him. My love of her. Her keeping me. Her. <br />
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I only care about me. Where do I fit in? Now and in the future? My orgasms. What did the two of them say about me?<br />
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Within this selfish cocktail everyone's happiness is challenging. sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-16260284172640392802016-06-15T16:30:00.000+01:002016-06-15T16:30:31.887+01:00London date<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiskRUe8Bjf6L6ef9rOf4uLkx8mPp3X718qkqV5cAVNMDZXvhko6gxvhh2DwKfcnfuN8IHxK4gVEkKVzlIQ0jtSuL7sG0x5fuKHMrxkMyuF1t6CYVuVi-WXxmPNDkv6SZ0u1yzd/s1600/London.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiskRUe8Bjf6L6ef9rOf4uLkx8mPp3X718qkqV5cAVNMDZXvhko6gxvhh2DwKfcnfuN8IHxK4gVEkKVzlIQ0jtSuL7sG0x5fuKHMrxkMyuF1t6CYVuVi-WXxmPNDkv6SZ0u1yzd/s320/London.png" /></a></div>Mistress has gone to London for a date with Pete (name changed remember - to protect the not-so-innocent).<br />
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They do this every couple of weeks or so. She goes to London, they go to a pub, glass of bubbly, take a day room (www.dayuse.com) somewhere in the city and shag their socks off.<br />
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She texted me at 3pm to say they were going for lunch. They'd met at 12:30 and taken up the day room, so they shagged for 2 hours before lunch. 2 hours. Who shags for 2 hours?<br />
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Now they are at lunch, where they will probably be for just over an hour, then go back to the room from 4pm to 6pm (when the day room end) - for another hour and half of shagging.<br />
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Who shags for two hours, takes a one hour break, and then goes back for another hour and half? They do.<br />
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I told her he must be using viagra - he's older than me - nearly 55. She says he doesn't - but can a 55 year old guy shag for 4 hours in a day without viagra? I don't think so.<br />
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To try and manage the jealousy, last night in bed she wanked me while she made me tell her what I expect them to do today - I said I expect them to kiss, cuddle, fuck a lot and have drinks together. Needless to say I had a huge orgasm while she did that to me.<br />
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This morning she canned me for it. The rule is that if she touches my cock with her hand I am to ask for punishment the next day.<br />
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She also kicked my balls this morning. This is a first for us. I knelt forward over the sofa with my balls hanging off the side of the chair and she kicked them. It was terrifying. She wasn't happy the first kick was hard enough so she told me to spread my legs for a second, which was a little harder, but I was able to bear it.<br />
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She said that if I'm jealous when she comes back then she will kick them much harder tomorrow.<br />
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I did encourage her - I told her how horny it was that she chose to kick my balls, and to lick and fuck Pete's. Shit. I'm mad. Why do I encourage her?<br />
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I'm going to try not to be jealous.<br />
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She has said numerous times:-<br />
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My role is to:-<br />
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1) Serve her physical, non sexual needs,<br />
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2) Encourage her relationship with Pete, even if it means she falls in love with him, and<br />
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3) Give her sexual pleasure by licking her pussy and/or arse when she allows me to.<br />
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She has said I am NOT and will NEVER be her alpha male sex provider. I am to tell her morning and evening that my wimp cock does not deserve her lovely pussy.<br />
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So its pretty clear. After 15 years of femdom she does not see me as an alpha male sex provider and does not want me to aspire to be one.<br />
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So there is not much point in being jealous. I should, as she says, be grateful that she comes back to me and even lets me see her pussy.<br />
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I should. But that's easier said than done.<br />
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But so far I'm feeling OK.<br />
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She has said she does not want to tell me anything about the date when she gets back. So I will not ask. If she chooses to tell me or share any details then fine, but I won't ask.<br />
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I think that is madness, because it means we don't share in my cuckolding. But she thinks its better because it means she has privacy with Pete, and I have the humiliation of not knowing. Which obviously makes sense too.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-88255878195515773052016-06-14T12:36:00.001+01:002016-06-14T12:36:31.754+01:00Her Submissive Goals<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigUALNaZxwmSUvYeSoeOE_Ez1nNr4U9yDcsPb3DVihPjgkS5na83jBh6jxKA9nFT2a2suhyphenhyphenRT088GaigRxQmsh8I4NnKOWYto7XG-GD40X2nlKYfbnUuFTsEu9WWscenk5js8A/s1600/kneeling.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigUALNaZxwmSUvYeSoeOE_Ez1nNr4U9yDcsPb3DVihPjgkS5na83jBh6jxKA9nFT2a2suhyphenhyphenRT088GaigRxQmsh8I4NnKOWYto7XG-GD40X2nlKYfbnUuFTsEu9WWscenk5js8A/s1600/kneeling.png" /></a></div>In view of all the difficulties my jealousy has caused, I asked her yesterday what her ideal, fantasy relationship with me would be. She replied as follows:-<br />
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******<br />
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She would come back from a date with Pete. I would be in a ‘slave’ loincloth. She would be exhausted from shagging and partying. I would kneel before her and ask if there was any way I could serve her.<br />
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I would not mentioned sex – I would just offer to serve.<br />
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I would not ask for sex, nor expect sex of her – just offer to serve.<br />
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I would not talk about or mention her fucking Pete. In fact, any mention of her ‘fucking’ him at all is disrespectful and would result in punishment.<br />
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On one occasion she would allow me to massage her feat, which I would do. Nothing sexual.<br />
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On another occasion she might pull her panties to one side to reveal her dripping wet pussy, and ask me to lick it clean for her, which I would do, but this would be her choice – not a request from me.<br />
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On yet another occasion she would simply reply ‘No’. There is nothing she requires of me. She’d reach for her iPAd and watch telly, or snooze to recover from the excesses of her time with him.<br />
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*******<br />
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At another level, in her ideal fantasy world, I would never ask or talk about having proper, alpha male sex with her – ever. I would just be happy that she ever allows me to engage with her pussy in any way she chooses – with no expectations or desires on my part, other than to engage with it as invited.<br />
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In these cases, her invitations, when given, would always be for submissive sex with me. Never proper, alpha male sex.<br />
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*****<br />
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On another level, upon her return I would kneel before her and wank into a cup. Then she would make me sip my sperm out the cup over time – not all at once, but over time, to make it more humiliating for me.<br />
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At some point in time I would spread my legs, hand tied behind my back, and she would kick my balls.<br />
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It would be especially good, she said, that I would drink the sperm and have my balls kicked after I’d wanked. So I would not be on a sexual high. I would be drained. There would be no pleasure it in for me – only pain and humiliation.<br />
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I was shocked. She’s never mentioned this before.<br />
“That would hurt me!” I said.<br />
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“Yes”, she said, “It’s meant to hurt you. To make you disciplined. To not be jealous. In fact, if you ever show signs of jealousy again I am going to kick your balls, hard.”<br />
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*****<br />
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The final level of her fantasy that she shared would be that I would have a daily mantra that I would repeat to her every day.<br />
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The mantra had stuff in it about my wimp cock, no entitlement to fuck her and other stuff. I couldn’t remember it all, so I suggested she send me a note of the elements so that I could draft the mantra.<br />
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She thought that was a good idea.<br />
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She sent me this:-<br />
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In response to which I drafted the following. Now, every morning and night, rather then offering to lick her pussy or arse, I am to use this mantra:<br />
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My wimp cock is not worthy of your lovely pussy. Please allow me the privilege of serving you with my mouth.<br />
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Last night she allowed me to eat her pussy to orgasm. Then she slept. She is meeting Pete tomorrow for a date and wants to preserve her pussy for him. ‘Keep it clean for him’, she called it.<br />
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This morning she allowed me to lick her arse before I got out of bed.<br />
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So I know I’m not going to be allowed to put my cock in her tonight - because of the date tomorrow. And tomorrow she’ll come back sexually exhausted – not in need of my cock at all.<br />
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So shall I wank it today? There doesn’t seem to be any reason not to wank. It will be days before she requires a hard on from me.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-7818130990509949432016-06-14T12:00:00.002+01:002016-06-14T12:00:58.634+01:00New man on the horizonRecent times have been fairly traumatic around here. About three months ago Mistress met a new boyfriend who hit on her in a London pub. He’s a married investment banker. Loaded. Handsome (she says) and a sex god.<br />
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For purposes of this blog I'll call him Pete. Not his real name - I've changed it to protect the not-so-innocent...<br />
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He fucks her for 3 hours on the trot non stop. Then they go for lunch, then they go back for more sex!<br />
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She spent the night with him in a hotel (they’ve spent a few nights together) – they fucked for 2.5 hours when they met in the day time, then went for lunch, then went back and fucked for another hour, then went out for the evening, then went back and fucked before sleeping. Woke up[ at 5am and fucked, and then fucked on and off from 7am to 10 am when they finally got up. They both showered to get dressed, got dressed, then stripped off and fucked again….<br />
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So I’ve been having jealousy issues. Fairly big time.<br />
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We’ve discussed it together and I’ve tried to manage it, but it’s tough. He is the ‘perfect’ boyfriend. He’s married – treats his wife a little badly! Loaded – he pays for everything – hotels, train fares, meals, drinks and a general good time. He likes to party, and he loves her pussy.<br />
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She says he is the best fuck she has ever had, and that I will NEVER be able to match that.<br />
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He calls her at work twice a day – about 10:30 am and again at about 3pm. They chat for about 15 minutes each call – sharing their day and making plans for their next hook up.<br />
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When they message he professes his love for her and she for him.<br />
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She just messaged me now from work – says she’s very busy, but just messaging me to say hi. It’s a catch 22, because I suspect/believe that what it really means is she’s just got off the phone with him, is feeling a little guilty, and so is sending me a quick message.<br />
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The jealousy thing is difficult to deal with.<br />
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I asked her where I fit in now she has him. This is what she typed up for me:<br />
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You are my loving , submissive husband. Your role in my life is to:<br />
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- Serve me & take care of all my physical (non sexual needs)<br />
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- Provide sexual pleasure by eating my pussy & arse when you ask to do so & I allow you to<br />
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- You are not my alpha male sex provider & you NEVER will be<br />
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- I get alpha male sex from Pete. He is the BEST I have EVER had & you will NEVER play that role<br />
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- You are the father of my children which is so important to me & no one else can fulfill that role<br />
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- You are my cuckold submissive & I get immense pleasure from humiliating you by being with another man fulfilling me in ways you can't & NEVER will<br />
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- I get pleasure from caning you to ensure you behave as I wish - I want the perfect cuckold submissive husband<br />
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- Your role is to encourage & help me build my relationship with Pete even if it culminates in me falling in love with him<br />
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- You play an important part in my life, I love you deeply & would not want to be without you in my life<br />
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- I expect you to live by the rules we have established & carry on establishing. Do not ask me what the rules are ever - you should have them ALL written down.<br />
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- You can ask about the rules but my point is - if a rule is written in black & white, what is there to question? If I consider a question is stupid based on a rule that's in black & white, I will answer it but I will punish you for making me answer a question for which you already have the answer.<br />
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- When I allow you to put your cock in it is for reasons you do not need to question. It may be becoz I am feeling pity on you & allow you to dip your useless wimp cock into my pussy which is something you do not deserve & never will. Another reason may be becoz I want to cum using my vibrator (obviously your wimp cock alone cannot make me cum ever). Bottomline you should NEVER question why I like submissive sex with you. I like It for MY reasons. You should just be grateful I let you anywhere near my pussy! If you ever question my reasons, you will be punished severely.<br />
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Do you see that bit about service? Take care of her physical, non sexual needs. That there is a tough one. The reality is she gets all the sex she wants from Pete. I no longer really on the sex agenda. That's a tough one.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-68957851650285442042016-05-31T07:28:00.000+01:002016-05-31T07:30:18.689+01:00Clocking inThis morning at 5am I got out of bed, went downstairs and wanked. Then came back to bed. <br />
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I've never done that before. <br />
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I slept much better for it. <br />
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Mistress asked why I did that. She says we fucked the night before last, why did I need to wank? <br />
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I'm not clocking it. I'm horny I'm horny. Who cares what did or didn't happen the night before last? sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-76470936542045651902014-04-12T16:10:00.000+01:002014-04-12T16:10:37.362+01:00Sorry I've been so quiet...Been busy chasing stuff...<br />
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Little has changed. Mistress moves from boyfriend to boyfriend. They tend to last 3 months, fall in love with her, want more and leave. Her latest has been going for some time now. He always fucks her in all three holes, never cums in her pussy - always cums on her face or in her arse.<br />
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She's with him now - just drove to his place. <br />
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Before she went she had me lick her arse to loosen it up for him. I suck my tongue in as far as it would go. He's probably ramming his cock in it right now. lucky bastard.<br />
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They've been seeing each other for a good few months now. He's happily married - our kids go to the same school!<br />
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I think married people, even those as kinky as us, stop doing stuff like anal and oral sex - so the two of them love getting it together for dirty sex.<br />
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She gives him a horse whip, fruits, anything he wants or suggests to use on her. He even slaps her as he's fucking her - and she loves it - keeps going back for me.<br />
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I wrote a story about it you can read here:<br />
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http://www.literotica.com/s/do-you-want-a-blow-job<br />
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If you like it, give me a 5 star vote! Not enough people have done so! I rather like it. She liked it too - since she read it she's started caning me again...<br />
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Good to see you all again.<br />
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'till next time.sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-74544974693296145192013-07-11T11:41:00.001+01:002013-07-11T11:41:29.872+01:00With Her new lover now<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDRGgBZ7htMmi2YCEGBz6qgbGk-LBH40k2WhfIhKmetoBGMmVxeyDp3drB_Qy_HOUHdI1lGorT0rQiQaOwoBZQknPt1Mul6mPCbSEJu4MkJxWzEbouBTgtPCJHN5EpVKSPoAYS/s1600/IMG-20130711-WA0000.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDRGgBZ7htMmi2YCEGBz6qgbGk-LBH40k2WhfIhKmetoBGMmVxeyDp3drB_Qy_HOUHdI1lGorT0rQiQaOwoBZQknPt1Mul6mPCbSEJu4MkJxWzEbouBTgtPCJHN5EpVKSPoAYS/s320/IMG-20130711-WA0000.jpg" /></a></div>She is with Her new lover right now.<br />
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He came round at 10am with a bottle of Bucks Fizz. She's set the cushions up on the bench outside - not the armchairs - so that they would sit together.<br />
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The weather is lovely, so She's dressed in the sexy little outfit here - She sent me the picture before he arrived.<br />
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She's hoping he will be the first other man to fuck Her in our bed - where She said She hopes to suck his cock, and to tell him that She doesn't suck my cock...<br />
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He divorced his wife two years ago, and says he's not looking for love - so he could turn out to be the ideal boyfriend. Apparently he's good looking, and last time they were together he played with Her and made Her cum three times!<br />
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If he asks about me, She said She'd tell him I am Her submissive, and She calls all the shots in our loving female lead relationship.<br />
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I wonder what they are up to now!<br />
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We had this incredibly hot conversation - after She tells him I'm Her submissive, if He asks if She ever punishes me, She'll be honest and say no, but She used to. She hopes he will tell her that She should start to do so again, and perhaps even join Her in caning me to ensure I am punished hard enough. Ahhnnnng!sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-68050638464070219062013-04-02T16:19:00.000+01:002013-04-02T16:19:14.847+01:00DominationI do wish that Mistress would 'do' something of a sexual nature 'to' me that is purely and selfishly for Her pleasure, probably something I do not enjoy, but something she repeats from time to time, makes me request, and makes me thank Her afterwards.<br />
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That would be perfect.<br />
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I think the reason I wish for this is because I would know She is doing it purely for Her pleasure and because She can - not for my pleasure.sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-38265760314444271412013-02-06T16:52:00.001+00:002013-02-06T16:52:42.173+00:00How are you all?How is everyone? <br />
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We are fine. Been too busy to post!<br />
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Torremolinos is back from his Xmas break, so is due to give Her a ramming this Friday. Appart from that all is quiet.<br />
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Oh, in December She took me to visit Torremolinos. He opened Her arse right up, and then invited me to use it - he had made it wider than Her pussy! I used it happily and came in there for the fist time in years. It's rather confused our relationship!sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-12606181738934023822012-11-29T12:27:00.000+00:002012-11-29T12:27:21.867+00:00Fight time<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_6cdDnmL2sxezK_AY8S4aiPZ0yjNEHUA2bekTJfxKg3Z5ZlCkx9BczZssMQ9bPZr7GkZyN43UlvtmdA4b8y6k_7KfmCmMu2sAELf5gn907JG2PcHmjSoAW-fVGV_Ce7wWezjB/s1600/Fight.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="258" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_6cdDnmL2sxezK_AY8S4aiPZ0yjNEHUA2bekTJfxKg3Z5ZlCkx9BczZssMQ9bPZr7GkZyN43UlvtmdA4b8y6k_7KfmCmMu2sAELf5gn907JG2PcHmjSoAW-fVGV_Ce7wWezjB/s320/Fight.png" /></a></div><br />
Sadly Mistress and I have had a fight. I got mad and She got mad and things got bad.<br />
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We’ve made up now, and I clearly symbolised this by offering to lick Her arse this morning, and She accepted it, by allowing me to lick Her arse.<br />
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Afterwards I sent Her this series of messages that I want to share with you.<br />
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10:10, 29 Nov - sub hubby: The reason I say I am happy for us to break up is not because I want us to break up, but is for the same reason I am submissive to you, and because I believe you are so good and sexy and desirable, such a complete woman, that it is difficult to see why you would settle for someone like me.<br />
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10:10, 29 Nov - sub hubby: The last thing I want to do is lose you. I want to serve you forever...<br />
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10:13, 29 Nov - sub hubby: This is also why I get upset when I don't think you are being honest or happy. Because I want to respond to the honest you and fulfil the honest you, and I want to make you happy. I if I worry you are not being honest or happy then I worry I can't be making you happy, and that is the most important thing to me.<br />
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10:13, 29 Nov - sub hubby: So its all upside down, I get cross because I am your submissive.<br />
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10:13, 29 Nov - sub hubby: I hope you can see that.<br />
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10:13, 29 Nov - sub hubby: And I will try not to get cross. X<br />
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10:18, 29 Nov - sub hubby: By the way, I am not making excuses for my bad behaviour. I am just letting you know why I say and feel those things. XXXX<br />
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10:27, 29 Nov - sub hubby: I do wish that you understood, and accepted and embraced this position in me, in order to fully exploit and enjoy the dominant role you deserve and should have in our relationship.<br />
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10:29, 29 Nov - sub hubby: You think cuckolding makes me angry, and but it's not that. It's more the fear and uncertainty caused by your reluctance to openly embrace a happy and entirely honest dominant role in our relationship.<br />
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10:32, 29 Nov - sub hubby: For example, when I ask you, and or in my mind want to fuck your arse after Torremolinos has loosened it, and you tell me that that is not my role, and that you love and want me to submissively lick it better, then I feel good because I believe you value that in me. XX<br />
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10:37, 29 Nov - Mistress Wife: Thanks for explaining. I understand better. I love you and I love you forever as my submissive. XX<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-1623502232610860502012-11-09T12:48:00.000+00:002012-11-09T12:48:06.997+00:00It’s time… for anal sex<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJXdImL1CgiiRlqrWqx3Q-uPwsyLeYzfp2Dxqi0_U_ji4y4yjkXmugUDmMfmOkjmBgVImkMpdvDrCt2Q_CpR_KG187kLiL1N4l5z8Tyuz97BKA4oeWs9o4G-S80VFfCiNLZcQX/s1600/Anal+offering.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="165" width="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJXdImL1CgiiRlqrWqx3Q-uPwsyLeYzfp2Dxqi0_U_ji4y4yjkXmugUDmMfmOkjmBgVImkMpdvDrCt2Q_CpR_KG187kLiL1N4l5z8Tyuz97BKA4oeWs9o4G-S80VFfCiNLZcQX/s400/Anal+offering.png" /></a></div>It’s that time of the month. Mistress is on Her period, and we don’t have conventional sex during that time. She sometimes gets a little PMT for a few days before hand, and this is never good – She gets PMT and upsets Herself and me, and then She goes off sexual limits for the best part of a week. That’s no good for a relationship is it?<br />
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Before the submissive relationship started, She’d nearly always give me a blowjob during this 5 day window, but all that stopped years ago – no chance of that happening now.<br />
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Sometimes She might wank me at this time, but this is less likely if She’s upset Herself and me in the past few days, as is the case this time around.<br />
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So the next few days are looking bleak sexually, for me anyway.<br />
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This makes it all the more interesting if Torremolinos reaches out for Her. Because of course for him, the absence of pussy is neither really here or there – because he’s just as happy raping Her arse and mouth – in fact, a closed pussy simply goes to justify using these other holes even more – so though She’s off sexual limits to me, She’s well on for him.<br />
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Even more interesting, is he usually reaches out on Friday, and today’s a Friday…<br />
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Because She upset both of us in the last few days, She suggested that She and I go to the pub for a drink this evening – I guess to kind of make up. We can’t do that if She’s out having anal sex with Torremolinos, so it’ll be interesting to see what happens if he reaches out.<br />
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Of course my cuckold hard on gets even harder at the thought of Her cancelling Her plans with me, to take Her arse to him, leaving me high and dry…<br />
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sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-6135391701231252102012-11-07T06:58:00.000+00:002012-11-07T06:58:13.853+00:00Sardax understands<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO4XBF_ua5heivRfEOZDHH542mI9bwkfLp3qfe2nZmX94edUXulEI7hDJ6y76fZiYRFlgAl2kiYQRoFhciZbH-i5pgkepHyjqVeFfGfRSqKg3eBd1ZuwIUWcrfMpb4CCBJJ3cX/s1600/Sardax+understands.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="111" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO4XBF_ua5heivRfEOZDHH542mI9bwkfLp3qfe2nZmX94edUXulEI7hDJ6y76fZiYRFlgAl2kiYQRoFhciZbH-i5pgkepHyjqVeFfGfRSqKg3eBd1ZuwIUWcrfMpb4CCBJJ3cX/s320/Sardax+understands.png" /></a></div><br />
I’m in a place I’m not really sure I want to be in.<br />
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If I ask for ‘normal’ sex (Mistress and I call it ‘Tatoo sex, because if I fuck Her doggy style [which I never do] then I get to see the tattoo in the small of Her back); so if I ask for Tatoo sex, then She says no – She does not suck wimp cocks and they don’t go in Her arse. “Those holes are reserved for real men who just take them”. <br />
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Well, after She’s told me no, I am hardly likely to ‘just take them’ am I. Torremolinos does, but that’s not me. I’d only want to do it if She wanted me to do it, and apparently She doesn’t.<br />
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My role, She says, is to lick Her arse gently, and have gentle, submissive sex with Her; a submissive role.<br />
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But this takes me to the standard cuckold submissive conflict.<br />
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If I am the submissive, then She must be the dominant, in which case Her role is to dominate me. She does not do this, in any way other than by requiring my acceptance of my cuckold, wimp status. <br />
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But my cuckold, wimp status wants more than that. It wants a dominant that does not just want to be served, but that wants to dominate. And that is apparently not Her. <br />
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This leaves me having to give, not get. <br />
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I appreciate that I give submission, and in return get love and acceptance. But my servitude feels wasted without some domination.<br />
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Sardax clearly understands. And in fact fuels my fire.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-92222185270325485692012-11-06T10:00:00.000+00:002012-11-06T10:00:42.543+00:00Submissive cuckold<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi38yl6yg41QuFmswzJenBXrnZOx-Be2Wd-uTSFUZcSJqeQc5nrQ0-RJDb0Y3y62AK6xk9eXuZUWqTvxKp-rmVy-6s4X3w9KdwnNmBsORNsC07IeM1zx8niVbORK8Fx6XbJXvYP/s1600/submissive+cuckold.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="166" width="298" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi38yl6yg41QuFmswzJenBXrnZOx-Be2Wd-uTSFUZcSJqeQc5nrQ0-RJDb0Y3y62AK6xk9eXuZUWqTvxKp-rmVy-6s4X3w9KdwnNmBsORNsC07IeM1zx8niVbORK8Fx6XbJXvYP/s320/submissive+cuckold.png" /></a></div>I work from home on a PC. I use two large monitors, and enjoy a large number of porn desktop backgrounds of all sorts. I use a program called ‘Display Fusion’ to manage my desktop images, and it cycles through my huge porn collection across both desktop monitors.<br />
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Over the years I have amassed an enormous collection of only the finest looking women that now adorn my desktop. I also have a large collection of Mistress in sexy poses, taken by a professional photographer.<br />
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Years ago, before we started our FemDom relationship, I surfed porn a lot – often in front of Mistress, never hiding it from Her, and in fact sharing the best of my findings with Her. We used to buy and watch porn DVDs and videos together, and both shared a very open attitude to sex.<br />
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Now we never watch porn together. And when She’s at home, like today, I can’t bring myself to flash porn image across my screen (other than the pictures of Her which are all in very good taste).<br />
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Why? I feel it is disrespectful of Her to have big, crude images of naked women on my desktop. Why? I don’t know. I just do.<br />
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This has not stopped Her from enjoying porn with Her bulls. David in particular used to provide all sorts of really wild porn that they would watch together on DVD, and She would tell me about it in great details afterwards, sharing that She had really enjoyed it. So She enjoys it with him, why should I hide it? Because I find it disrespectful.<br />
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Mad. Submissive.<br />
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I’ve always had this ‘respectful’ attitude to women – that I now realise is actually a submissive attitude.<br />
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I treat women gently and with respect, where others dominate and fuck them like whores.<br />
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In university I enjoyed a three year relationship with the most beautiful girl on the campus. I would regularly sleep in Her room. She never even visited my room, let alone slept in it.<br />
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We would cuddle and sleep together and She never once let me fuck Her or even touch Her tits – but I was welcome to stay the night and sleep with Her for three years.<br />
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And she was no virgin. She had boyfriends, generally from outside the campus, that she would go and visit. Once I recall she took up with a guy from campus, and I saw them cuddling by the rugby pitch watching a match, her arm in his. Clearly having fucked the night before, and clearly going to fuck again that night.<br />
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I felt a pang of cuckold jealousy watching them by the pitch. I remember the day and image like it was yesterday. She saw me looking. Everyone else there assumed that I’d finished with Her after my long and lucky relationship with her. Little did they know.<br />
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I wondered at the time what she told her new beau about me. Had she told him that I’d never fucked her? All those years ago – I was about 22 at the time – I had never heard the words cuckold or submissive, but I obviously knew what they were.<br />
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I’ve since realised this is the submissive me.<br />
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Building on that fantasy, what I would love, more than anything else, would be for Her to enjoy a relationship with a dominant fucker that bangs Her and treats Her like a complete whore, but who also dominates me and encourages Her to do so. That would be nirvana. <br />
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sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-56959309128569259302012-10-29T11:46:00.000+00:002012-10-31T08:53:58.113+00:00Accepting my place<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4FAO9CISaLD3_guIzyt1AtGn2YtJIDIslmBjV-NR2prvNmsX7Dhhq_lzo0FZu8fe_knyHm5VuU4hJW5pJS6FRwM0ci7eXgMgWjmZpl0XcAg1VhQu41Dp3BB_V1mNF9fyen3Fu/s1600/great+south+run.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear:left; float:left;margin-right:1em; margin-bottom:1em"><img border="0" height="159" width="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4FAO9CISaLD3_guIzyt1AtGn2YtJIDIslmBjV-NR2prvNmsX7Dhhq_lzo0FZu8fe_knyHm5VuU4hJW5pJS6FRwM0ci7eXgMgWjmZpl0XcAg1VhQu41Dp3BB_V1mNF9fyen3Fu/s320/great+south+run.png" /></a></div>On Saturday morning as I tongued Mistresses arse, my tongue literally slipped right in, as far as I could push it, with no resistance whatsoever, because he had rammed his cock in it so hard that She was still wide open there the next morning.<br />
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I thought that with it so loose, my own cock could slip into that lovely warm hole with so little resistance that She would feel no discomfort, and so I said to Her ‘It’s so loose, I could slip my cock in gently, without hurting you at all. Please can I try and put it in your arse?’.<br />
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She said no. ‘Yours is a wimp cock, and does not deserve to go in my arse. That is only for real men, who ram it in without asking. You are my wimp submissive. Your job is to lick my arse it better after a real man has been fucking it. That’s what you do well, and that’s what I want from you’.<br />
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She could have been quoting ritemate’s comment!<br />
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Last night She was away at a friends house – they ran the Great South Run and then went out for a few drinks, going back to sleep at Her friends, so I was home alone after the kids went to bed, and started watching a porno to wank to.<br />
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She texted me and asked what I was doing so I told Her. <br />
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She replied that I should not watch porn, saying:<br />
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Be your submissive self, that’s what ‘s true and what I love. Everything else is bollocks. You are a cuckold sub. My cuckold sub, that I love. Just be that for me. That’s enough, and what I love”.<br />
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It seems difficult to believe that She will continue to give other men Her mouth and arse to fuck, but not give them to me, even when I ask so nicely and submissively.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCq0W5AlgCqJ3CqzL91RvZBLTAQCM0N-oOfrmVc_M37lJo_9je5WpgKfSU02YirYWWPLsYbn98PzR0nljaREnQ0Rwtzl3Hc5frJU4CIKaSm3JDBLCnfrpWXjAXEr8QaC72TFHM/s1600/female+domination.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear:left; float:left;margin-right:1em; margin-bottom:1em"><img border="0" height="200" width="132" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCq0W5AlgCqJ3CqzL91RvZBLTAQCM0N-oOfrmVc_M37lJo_9je5WpgKfSU02YirYWWPLsYbn98PzR0nljaREnQ0Rwtzl3Hc5frJU4CIKaSm3JDBLCnfrpWXjAXEr8QaC72TFHM/s200/female+domination.png" /></a></div>Ellise Sutton maintains that regular disciple is necessary to remind the submissive of his place. Accompanies by punishment for those times he does not accept and fulfil his place.<br />
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I agree with Her. Mistress and I used to live that relationship, with regular discipline and punishment, but She chose to end it – I think She feels it unfair/wrong to cane me and cause me pain when She loves me. Of course the pain of not getting Her arse when other men do is far more severe – but She doesn’t seem to mind, in fact enjoys causing, that pain.<br />
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I’ve talked to Her about it before – and She agreed that punishment and discipline were useful and important tools – She was going to real Loving Female Authority again to remind Herself of it, but She hasn’t done so.<br />
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I maintain that if She now punished my for suggesting I be allowed into Her arse, and punished me for watching real men have sex in the porn DVD, forcing me to accept my place as Her submissive, then I would be a happier submissive.<br />
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I really want this, but its not my place to demand or require it of Her.<br />
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sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-38711280370239613412012-10-27T12:01:00.002+01:002012-10-27T12:01:41.105+01:00How much sex can a cuckold get?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiei1xGy6tAEsTJZ_OcTdLtq0s8fvNtqLQFk3xIRy7ZRMm-4L1AjNIxNGfeitMSGvDy5hUqgt-o3oaY63h6fiosuT4NTPzMPeedQ-DrVrs8z7GyiD6vHZD3lV7pFPR2MDqhR61L/s1600/how+much.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="150" width="143" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiei1xGy6tAEsTJZ_OcTdLtq0s8fvNtqLQFk3xIRy7ZRMm-4L1AjNIxNGfeitMSGvDy5hUqgt-o3oaY63h6fiosuT4NTPzMPeedQ-DrVrs8z7GyiD6vHZD3lV7pFPR2MDqhR61L/s320/how+much.png" /></a></div><br />
So Friday morning we got to fuck. Then She fucks Torremolinos again last night…<br />
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So this morning I offer to eat Her arse (which is where he came last night). She lets me. Her arse is wide open from his fucking and my tongue slides all the way in. I get as hard as a rock and end up fucking Her pretty hard again – unusually hard – this morning.<br />
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We screw every day or every other day. Not bad for a cuckold. Because I’m a cuckold. Otherwise we’d probably screw considerably less.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-82539397165562434212012-10-26T14:49:00.000+01:002012-10-26T14:49:23.243+01:00Biting the bullet<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2Y-RXCUyxSU3tGoOYpJWR36uduAdBj2w66D_jVERF8OyKZ9lIx9vz9v-vDZyYZ1Hh2v5pLhZKUCa6pDW3x4HW-xtLOaO5sz0cC2WzeThWumwtpkK1-1bJ_9Zj7Sb2-jmRMx-2/s1600/bullet.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="253" width="303" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2Y-RXCUyxSU3tGoOYpJWR36uduAdBj2w66D_jVERF8OyKZ9lIx9vz9v-vDZyYZ1Hh2v5pLhZKUCa6pDW3x4HW-xtLOaO5sz0cC2WzeThWumwtpkK1-1bJ_9Zj7Sb2-jmRMx-2/s320/bullet.png" /></a></div><br />
Acting on ritemate’s advice I reflected on my humble status this morning as I cuddled Mistress in bed. I was just about to offer to engage e in oral sex (eat Her arse) when She told me to eat Her arse before going to make the tea. I told Her I was just about to offer, and sent my velvet tip down to pleasure her deeply.<br />
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I gave Her as much pleasure as I could, growing hard at the thought of his cock ramming in there. When She told me to go and make the tea, I said that I had hoped to ‘put it in Her’. She kindly agreed, and I spooned into Her in the only position in which we now fuck.<br />
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My cock was hard a s a rock as I wimped into the pussy he rams so hard, and I pushed deep, deep into Her before cumming and going down to make the tea.<br />
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As we later drank our tea in bed, She said She felt She aught to contact Torremolinos and ask if he’d like Her to go round – so that he didn’t feel that it was always him doing the asking.<br />
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I’d just cum in Her ten minutes earlier, and already She was thinking of a real fucking from him!<br />
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So She has texted him and they have arranged to meet, at 6pm this evening. She did not take her vibrator in to work with Her. She likes to have it with Her as he will not cum until after She does, so She has to use the vibrator to make Herself cum – otherwise he just keeps going…<br />
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So I drove down to Her office and dropped it off for Her to take to his place later today.<br />
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I did well!sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-91070552584236486592012-10-23T11:18:00.002+01:002012-10-23T11:18:49.631+01:00The London excuse...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPSO4kEodZynqPIS07Q8cffCDWcqLIYjy5OeIBiDl53AQij0N2hBPPcvS_GYH8J6Bl6y_3Ql7RxQ_TT-lxRjWBCQf9cmIwYajRHj_wrdaedqZ5NP2wrjsgwT3BRWcyRoKxOuU5/s1600/London+008.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="100" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPSO4kEodZynqPIS07Q8cffCDWcqLIYjy5OeIBiDl53AQij0N2hBPPcvS_GYH8J6Bl6y_3Ql7RxQ_TT-lxRjWBCQf9cmIwYajRHj_wrdaedqZ5NP2wrjsgwT3BRWcyRoKxOuU5/s320/London+008.jpg" /></a></div><br />
Mistress is not working in the office today. She’s going to London for a course. She was hoping to meet Dave, but he’s let Her down – She says She’s not bothered by that – She’s sick of him…. She’d ‘rather contact Torremolinos on Her way back’ anyway.<br />
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So what She wants to do is spend the day in London, then, when She gets back in the evening, instead of coming straight home, because She’s got an excuse to be out, She wants to use that excuse to go and open up Her arse to him again and get a thorough fucking.<br />
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She just hasn’t figured out quite how to break my heart and tell me yet…<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-26774654037030386652012-10-23T09:35:00.000+01:002012-10-23T09:35:11.893+01:00Self defence: The cuckold hard on<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6zlfrsrWLXHqx3nh7zJIXNCjRVAKKVse6HuI6ZIvT-7zeTC3yuDPQ_5Lf6xmsEblwsV77n_ZJnpYDO48Zold-x-td2WIiBNLf10KnmLlh-dx9F2DD7Njz9QhcDgN7ulE3z2Mv/s1600/cuckold+hardon+006.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="320" width="239" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6zlfrsrWLXHqx3nh7zJIXNCjRVAKKVse6HuI6ZIvT-7zeTC3yuDPQ_5Lf6xmsEblwsV77n_ZJnpYDO48Zold-x-td2WIiBNLf10KnmLlh-dx9F2DD7Njz9QhcDgN7ulE3z2Mv/s320/cuckold+hardon+006.jpg" /></a></div><br />
Since Her last visit to Torremolinos I have felt myself to be in a sexual vacuum. The knowledge that She wants to pursue him sexually – that She wants his cock, rammed into Her for ages, probably more than She wants my cock, is disturbing.<br />
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I cannot fuck for 2 hours as he does, even if I try. And I’m not sure I want to! But he does. And She does. So I should. But I can’t. And my cock gets hard, ready to defend itself, by fucking Her in the best way I can. But I can’t win. Can’t outfuck him. <br />
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She looks so sexy. She is training to run a half marathon, so Her body is fitter than ever. Lovely legs and arse. My legs and arse. Lucky me. Except I don’t fuck that arse at all. Let alone as thoroughly as Torremolinos does.<br />
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My cuckold hard on is hard right now. I need to take it out and wank it while I think of Her wanting him. Think of him calling Her to him this week. Think of Her offering to go to him this week. She did say She might do that today, as She is out the office today. Cuckold hard on. Conflicts.<br />
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You can see how disturbed I was by it. My last post does not even have a heading. I’ve never done a blog post without a heading…<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-29466210119297820762012-10-22T14:37:00.000+01:002012-10-22T14:37:01.149+01:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIAYpOvcaca_bAIk9pi_SvTabzh5dXHOW28aBif531rPAhlT3I1hJ3DwsjAY2XvlQBZKoKIn-o97zlEOzPwgZ5W5gPHbOFf7ww9rdBScS8sPi0JihghXN3azkXn2OmE4EDHxll/s1600/holding+her+arse+open.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="186" width="252" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIAYpOvcaca_bAIk9pi_SvTabzh5dXHOW28aBif531rPAhlT3I1hJ3DwsjAY2XvlQBZKoKIn-o97zlEOzPwgZ5W5gPHbOFf7ww9rdBScS8sPi0JihghXN3azkXn2OmE4EDHxll/s320/holding+her+arse+open.png" /></a></div><br />
She came home from Her Friday evening visit to him in good time – to my surprise.<br />
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So much for me wondering whether or not She would go – She has planned it all along, taking Her vibrator in to work with Her so She would have it for Her visit to him later in the day.<br />
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This time She confessed to having loved the sex with him, when he, as usual, rammed all three holes for ages and whipped Her arse with his phone charger cable – now his weapon of choice.<br />
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Apparently at some stage He instructed Her when on all fours to hold Her arse open for him, which She did as he then rammed his cock into it. The thought is too painful – She opened it up for him, but won’t let me in it at all!<br />
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He came (eventually) in Her mouth, and then pulling out to cum on Her face and in Her eyes again.<br />
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When She came home She wanked me to orgasm while She told me about it all – despite my begging not to be made to cum, because I wanted to fuck Her like he had done, but She made me cum on the floor and then wipe it up myself.<br />
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I did fuck her on Sunday, submissively as usual, and then again this morning. I fucked as deep and as hard as I could, imaging his (bare-back) cock that She now admits to loving fucking in and out of Her. I was trying to fuck him out of Her system, but it never works – Her pussy can take more cock and so it does – I can’t finish it!<br />
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I don’t doubt he’ll be back for more this week….<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-48949442738283191392012-10-19T17:55:00.000+01:002012-10-19T17:55:49.304+01:00Deep throat<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiF3MMIigr-Soc4rQFGmz5vCW78mDXC79FQNmY4zcCL9K7gsf1Q9_MZZVwAvBdr2oOoquh_dhKu6dkJniHFKmEVBdhG4SzmCY-vMvrTmoqay3F7bJ0XVPQATP_ZGNF4btuiGjN9/s1600/Deep+throat.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="227" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiF3MMIigr-Soc4rQFGmz5vCW78mDXC79FQNmY4zcCL9K7gsf1Q9_MZZVwAvBdr2oOoquh_dhKu6dkJniHFKmEVBdhG4SzmCY-vMvrTmoqay3F7bJ0XVPQATP_ZGNF4btuiGjN9/s320/Deep+throat.png" /></a></div>It's not fair.<br />
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As expected he made contact, and after Pilates She will go round there for hours of fucking and deep throat sex.<br />
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She said that when She comes home She'll make me wank while She tells me all the horrible things he did to Her.<br />
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I said I would like to at least lick Her arse and pussy after he has fucked them, and She said licking Her arse was good, so hopefully I will at least get to do that.<br />
sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-38078130468764566222012-10-19T14:47:00.000+01:002012-10-19T14:47:37.260+01:00Cum in Her face<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimbD65cjbt8UufNRsFyLknCYMYq2K5QQgArDGaLp3c6tH9VjZIYMw3ft4ET7VYvvlc6PIemQt-SmTwh503cThPzFPMfO_F2ngPM-vf3lOFodvFvAJL6uRmXLQfzIUXlUXiFlBm/s1600/Cum+in+her+face.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="227" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimbD65cjbt8UufNRsFyLknCYMYq2K5QQgArDGaLp3c6tH9VjZIYMw3ft4ET7VYvvlc6PIemQt-SmTwh503cThPzFPMfO_F2ngPM-vf3lOFodvFvAJL6uRmXLQfzIUXlUXiFlBm/s320/Cum+in+her+face.png" /></a></div><br />
Following on from ritemate’s comment in my last post (feedback is always welcome, hint hint!) I thought I better qualify that when Mistress was last with Torremolinos he didn’t actually cum in Her arse, but chose instead (after 2 hours of brutal fucking in Her arse, pussy and mouth) to cum all over Her face instead.<br />
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OIf course I have not cum on Her face since I don't know when!<br />
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Before He came he fucked Her throat so hard that She puked the glass of red wine She’d had earlier all over his carpet! And he literally fucked the shit out of Her arse too, so he had to clean both of those up – apparently he cleaned it all up rather than getting Her to. Quite shocking really.<br />
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Anyway, when She came home Her eyes were red from having had his cum in them.<br />
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The following Monday (Monday this week) he invited Her back, but She was too busy, but offered to go round there this evening instead.<br />
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Last night we had a huge fight over some diary mistakes I’d made for today, and She got quite upset. It will be interesting to see if She still goes off to see him after our fight. I suspect She won’t – She likes our house to be in order before She cuckolds me. But I hope She chooses to go anyway, because that would be far more dominant. As always She’ll contact me first to see what I think – but the minute She asks me I know She wants to go so I get a cuckold hard on and encourage Her. Terrible. We shall see. I’ll let you know.<br />
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sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20485522.post-44177655859938718852012-10-09T19:18:00.001+01:002012-10-10T10:31:53.947+01:00Anal sex<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0lL9aspJrZgYrxem848dbgt2KFIOtq4-L94iEtLyZ_qDxkeRsIAzcxOmMYp6bu1j99GuxDO7aIHj_1i5zI6MQ8duh2T7dawpQJsBZSLsw26VnsqLwZREfgdCV69JIf63DAAqh/s1600/but+plug.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="225" width="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0lL9aspJrZgYrxem848dbgt2KFIOtq4-L94iEtLyZ_qDxkeRsIAzcxOmMYp6bu1j99GuxDO7aIHj_1i5zI6MQ8duh2T7dawpQJsBZSLsw26VnsqLwZREfgdCV69JIf63DAAqh/s320/but+plug.jpg" /></a></div><br />
Mistress has just arrived at Torremolinos' house. Last time She was there She was brutalised in all three holes for two hours before he finally came in Her arse.<br />
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To commisserate with Her I am sitting here with my but plug up my arse. It looks like the middle one in the picture and it hurts, as She would say, 'like buggery' when you put it in.<br />
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I'll see if I can keep it in for the full 2 hours She's having his cock shoved in Her...sub hubbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18361600835603764186noreply@blogger.com1