This morning as Mistress came out the shower She said She had been thinking about what She wants in our FemDom relationship.
On Saturday night we went out for an office end of year party, and about 2.30am when the bar was shut and She’d had plenty to drink, She suggested we all adjourn to the local Casino – the only place still selling booze at that time of night.
She tells me that I said She’d had enough, and rather abruptly ruled it out (I don’t recall this, but She could well be right), and this was unacceptable to Her. I should never claim to be in charge on any matter, and should always defer to Her decision – I could plead my case, but must defer to Her decision.
I think that’s the end of the matter – She did not tell me She was going to enforce this point with the cane, so I don’t think I will be punished for my behaviour.
Did She consider punishing me for it to drive Her point home?
Do I want Her to punish me for it? Yes. I think that She should educate me on Her feelings on the matter by caning my arse until it bleeds and I cry real tears, so I never forget the lesson to defer to Her.
I’d love to share this sentiment with Her, but that could be seen as topping from the bottom and I am resolved NOT to do that.
So I shall simply try to learn from what She said, so that the punishment is not necessary anyway.
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dear sub hubby
Wonderful post and I must agree with you; a servant husband like you and me should never top from the bottom. We must learn to obey, respect and take punishment and be thankful for it. I recall the first times I was caned, it hurt a lot but it made me obey and comply with Mistress' orders. Nice to know there are men out there like you my friend.
servant sean
Thanks sean. Always nice to meet a friend.
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