Friday, June 17, 2016

"Busy" day

Mistress has had a busy day at work she tells me. "Busy, busy, busy".

She didn't mention Pete's mid morning or afternoon calls. But she sent me an "I love you" message mid morning which by my estimation means he'd just called her.

Last night he was at a pop concert with his wife and daughter, messaging Mistress from inside the concert to say he'd rather be with her.

This is going to get interesting...

She's gone for Pilates on her way home. She'll be home soon for a glass of wine and an evening together.

I'm not allowed to ask about contact with Pete and I'm not going to ask. I'll just wait and see what she tells me.

But as I said to her recently, at no time in the past did we ever contemplate or discuss that she would have a relationship outside of me. A new side to her life that I am not part of.

She's given me no details of the 3.5 hours of sex they had. I've been excluded from that.

I don't like that side of it. It makes me feel like finding a piece on the side myself and not telling her about it, which is not where I want to be.

I am supposed to just serve her and support her in her private relationship with him. That's what I should do, but it's easier said than done.

1 comment:

appy said...

I agree, it must be very difficult for you. I admire your calmness. I am sure your wife must be happy with your behavior, at least I hope she is.

appy