Friday, April 23, 2010

Jealousy & insecurity


Mistress just called from London. The course has broken for lunch. Then she’ll be skiving off to go to the pub with Dave. Dressed sexy and in the mood for fun. Great way to spend the afternoon.

Why aren’t I more jealous? If She were screwing him yet, or meeting David, then I would be jealous. I’d be wondering why She doesn’t spend the afternoon drinking with me. Why She’d rather drink with him.

I know what She’d say – that I’m the lucky one – She spends every evening drinking wine with me, and then cuddling, sleeping and fucking together. All that Dave’s getting is an afternoon in the pub, and She enjoys his company…

It’s interesting that this time I’m not feeling jealous. Might be because I’m so busy at work right now.

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