Not knowing

Mistress’ theory is that if I don’t know what She’s doing with Dave then it can’t worry me.

But of course as She got dressed in Her short skirt this morning, I presumed She was doing it for him. Now lunch time is over, did they have a date? Are they going for coffee this evening? Have they set up their next fuck date yet? Did She send him any nice sexy messages because She knew I would not see?

Not knowing is more obsessive than knowing, but I guess I’ll get used to it.