Mistress just called me on Her way to school to pick the kids. We had a chat. She’s looking forward to reading Her book in the school car park while She waits for the kids to come out.
We didn’t talk about Dave. I didn’t mention him, and neither did She.
I wish I was forbidden to raise him as a topic. It would be much easier for me.
As it is, I am free to ask if I want – but I don’t want to burden Her with my worries, to detract from Her enjoyment.
And then if I don’t ask, She thinks I don’t want to know. But of course I do. I want to know everything.
It’s a no win situation.
If She did ban me from asking, and then never told me, I’d never know anything.
But I’m going to try it – I’m going to not ask about him in future.
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