More arse licking

This morning I was feeling loving, submissive and affectionate, so even though I knew there was not time for met to get sex, I offered to lick Mistress’ arse before I got out of bed. She let me.

I like Her to leave for work knowing that I am happy and honoured to lick Her arse in the morning.

It’s only a matter of time

Torremolinos has been away for just over two months now. Apart from Dave getting a couple of recent blow jobs, I’ve had Mistress to myself.

But it is just a matter of time – hours I suspect, before Torremolinos returns to work and sends Her a text. It will say ‘C. How are you? I am back. Was wondering if we might get together. When can you bring the cane? :)’.

She will tell me She doesn’t want to meet him, because the sex is too brutal, too painful, too selfish and goes on for too long, and then She will go and meet him at the next available opportunity.

He will fuck Her senseless, using all three holes hard. He will cane Her, and will probably give Her away to one, although I expect two, of his friends to use as well. And then he will send Her back to me.

For two weeks Her arse hole will be loose when I lick it – opened by his cock.

Why does that make my cock so hard? The thought of only licking the arse that he fucks.

Grrrr!

Kissing arse

This morning Mistress allowed me to eat Her arse in bed before getting up to make tea.

We’ve struggled a bit financially in the past 9 months, and this has a negative effect on the sex life. But we’ve talked about it and are working on being happy.

She told me yesterday that She is going to start to punish me if I don’t clear the table within 30 minutes of dinner being complete. She’s not punished me for nearly a year now, so I’m not sure what that’s about.

I offered to lick Her pussy or arse this morning as affirmation of my submission to and worship of Her. My tongue got deeper than ever before. I think it’s because Torremolinos has opened Her up with regular anal sex. He’s away on holiday through the summer, so She’s not seem him for a month or two.

She’s meeting Dave for lunch again today – not sure what that’s about, but She put on a short skirt and tight top to titillate the man. We shall see.

Meantime, there's quite a cool video here of some other guy worshiping his woman's arse.

And the winner is lust!

So much for Her deliberations. Lust won out and She is with him right now. “You can kiss it all better when I get back”, She said.

She went in a short dress and kinky brown boots. So I suggested She remove Her knickers so as to present him Her naked cunt. Men live that. So these are the knickers She left with me.

She didn’t take him the whip. I think She was scarred he would hurt Her. He probably will hurt Her anyway.

There are two things he has not done to Her that I figure he wants to do:-

1) Tie Her up and use Her, and

2) Have two cocks fuck Her – in the arse and the pussy at the same time.

I wonder if he’s done one (or both?) of those today.

Savagely fucked in all 3 holes

This morning I offered to lick Mistress’ arse before getting out of bed, and She allowed me.

Spreading Her cheeks I penetrated Her gently with my tongue, before licking all round Her arse lovingly. Tongue fucking it gently.

She felt relatively tight – I could feel my tongue penetrating Her. After She returns from a fucking from Torremolinos, Her arse is loose, and I cannot feel it around my tongue – I just have to lick it. So this morning I penetrated Her gently. She loves that.

Later I said to Her that Her arse had felt a little tighter that it usually was after She’d seen him, and She said that it also felt good. Relaxed and not in any pain.

Last time She visited him She complained that he fucked Her, hard, in Her arse and Her pussy for 1 hour 45 minutes not stop – it hurt! And he went on and on and on and on – all sorts of different positions and contortions – but She says She actually got bored. And he caned Her with a series of new sticks he’d cut for Her.

So this morning She said She’s not sure She wants to go and see him again. Oh yeah!

Now he’s just texted Her suggested they meet up again – he’ll be wanting to see Her tomorrow. She’s texting me about it saying She can’t decide what to do.

I’m not sure if She really can’t decide, or whether She is trying to let me down gently. I think She actually wants to go and see him, but doesn’t want to admit it to me.

We shall see. I’ll keep you posted…

Pounding, Kissing and licking

She is with him now. He will be pounding Her every orifice.

She told me that he hurts Her when he fucks Her, because he fucks Her so hard – in Her pussy, Her mouth or Her arse. Even Her pussy hurts and the strength of his thrusting. Yet She goes back…

When She gets in She will kiss me. She loves to kiss me when Her mouth is fresh from another cock – especially if he came in Her mouth.

I shall offer to lick Her pussy and Her arse – in case he came in there. He never licks Her pussy or Her arse.

If she let’s me I shall lick them tenderly.

Her submissive husband

At a recent date Torremolinos asked Mistress if I fucked around. She said ‘no’ and he asked Her how She knows.

He was naked at the time and She was playing with and sucking his cock. As she played, sucked and wanked him She told him I am Her submissive, and that I know where She is right now and what She is doing.

She told him that I only have sex with Her on Her terms, and that I don’t get Her arse, and She doesn’t suck my cock.

Apparently he became extra hard in Her hands as She told him this. Later he caned Her thoroughly so as to send Her back to me marked.

Next date he asked Her if I’d seen the marking, and She confirmed had, and had kissed Her there.

Mistress said She would like to get him round here so I can see how hard he fucks Her. We shall see.

Wooden spoon

Mistress has ended it with Dave. He kept promising fuck me dates and never came through. Torremolinos on the other hand has gone quite the other way…

For a recent date he purchased a wooden spoon from John Lewis, solely for the purpose of caning Her with it. He absolutely brutalised Her arse, and sent Her home black and blue.

http://www.johnlewis.com/231439727/Product.aspx

He lives with his 24 year old cousin and he gave Her to him! Marched Her into his room but naked and told Her to take his cock out and such it, and to fuck him. That day both he and his cousin had Her in all three holes.

He even left the room so his cousin could have his own way with Her. He explained to both of them how he had tested the spoon in John Lewis, to ensure it would have sufficient impact, and demonstrated to them how he’d tested it against the palm of his hand!

The next date She went back for, a week or so later, he had another friend there and he gave Her to him too! He too made use of all three holes!

Her arse has become so loose due to use, my tongue fits right up it.

None of them use lubricant with Her arse – he will not allow it - he literally refused Her to use it. The guys he gives Her to have to use condoms, he does not.

She has just gone round there now for a date. 1:30 pm on a Monday. He wanted Her in the flat with just themselves there, no cousin about.

My prediction is this: He has been shopping again and bought some bondage gear. He is going to tie Her up so She is completely helpless, and then brutalise Her. I may be wrong. We shall see.

Condoms

Mistress and Torremolinos have agreed that they don't fuck around and so don't need to use a condom any more. Last time she went there he fucked all three holes, her mouth, her pussy and her arse multiple times without a condom. He had cut a stick ready for her arrival, and caned her thoroughly with it. I kissed the stripes on her arse when she got in.

SEO for sex

How much do you know about SEO? Search Engine Optimisation? I’m no expert (and I can’t spell either!) but here’s a little insight into how I named my last blog article.

The most visited page of my blog is the blog article captioned ‘Anal Sex’. This page has been viewed 36,664 times. The next most visited page is ‘Strap on punishment’, viewed only 1,550 times. But compare these with the 10th most visited page that has only had 119 views.

What does this tell you? It tells me that you are a kinky bunch!

It also shows that the title you give an article, or the name you give the image associated with the article, will drive the amount of traffic you get.

So I decide to use a provocative title – ‘cumming in her mouth’. But I am not sure how to spell it. Is it ‘cumming in her mouth’ or ‘cuming in her mouth’? I don’t know. Anyway, which will attract the highest number of visitors to my blog? That’s what really matters – not how you should spell it, but how the world actually searches on it.

So I go to Google trends, and I ask Google to compare the two terms, and tell me how much traffic each attracts. I get this result.



That’s why I named the article the way I did.

So there you have it. SEO for the perverts!

Cumming in Her mouth

Mistress has a date with Dave today 3pm ‘till 5pm. As far I’m aware he’s not booked a hotel room. He never does. So they will probably go to a pub, have a glass of wine. Finger each other and snog, and then they’ll go outside and find somewhere where he can cum in Her mouth. That’s the normal routine.

So She got all dressed up this morning in a nice, short, sexy dress.  Just for him. She looked lovely.

Submissive sex

Tamara’s comments on my ‘FemDom conflict’ blog entry got me thinking. Plus I read this story on Literotica, about a guy who gets his wife to fuck someone else who she then falls for. Got me thinking too…

So over the last few days I’ve been talking to Mistress about whether She is happy with our sex life.

She says She is. The submissive sex is ‘perfect’. But. The but is that She feels a sense of overwhelming responsibility to initiate whatever sex we do have, and she wants to ensure I have an active sex life that I enjoy, and She doesn’t want that responsibility… She wants submissive sex with me, but not the responsibility. And She wants to know that I want Her and am attracted to Her.

Makes sense.

I thought about that.

So I said to Her that She should not feel a burden. None whatsoever. I want to be a welcome submissive, from which She only gains, without any downside. If I want sex with Her then I will initiate it in one of three submissive ways:-

1) By offering to lick Her pussy or arse.

2) By reaching out to play with Her pussy, or

3) By getting a hard on that She can feel pushing against Her.

All approaches are made on a submissive understanding that She is welcome to reject them. And if She wants to initiate sex with me then She can and should in any way She wants.

She was very happy with this and wants to work that way. So we will, and we’ll see how it goes.

I want to make Her feel wanted and precious, loved and sexy, by a man who cares for Her and respects Her above all else. I think She’s happy with that.

Eating pussy in the garden

Yesterday Mistress took the day of work and stayed at home. I was sexually tense all day, wanting to do something, but not wanting to impose my horniness on Her.

In the afternoon, lying in the sun She told me to eat Her pussy. I pulled off Her jeans and ate for some time. After She came She had me kneel up and fuck Her. As I did She asked me to tell Her something kinky, and I confessed that I had been thinking about how Torremolinos would cum over Her tits, face and hair, but I would not because She would not allow me. 

She laughed and said its not that She would not allow me, its that I wouldn’t know how to. Obviously I came hugely as She said this.

FemDom conflict

Since the outset, our FemDom relationship has never been as ‘deep’ as I would have liked it. And it has been pretty deep.

I would like Mistress to:-

1) Put Herself before me all the time every time. Only ever do what She wants without ever thinking about what I want – unless of course She chooses to think about what I want and put that first.

2) Dominate, humiliate and punish me. Go out of Her way to reinforce my submissive role in our relationship. Deprive me of things I like. Take joy in my pain and humiliation. See how low She can put me down. Mentally and physically.

On the day I first introduced FemDom to our relationship, I explained to Mistress that I would like Her to pee on me and make me drink Her piss, as a humiliating act. She burst out laughing and lead me to the bathroom where she had me lie on the tiled floor, crouched and filled my mouth with piss, laughing all the time.

I was ecstatic, and saw that as the beginning of a true FemDom relationship. But She’s never really built on it. And more recently has chosen to end the FemDom aspect of our relationship – She no longer gives me any orders, never punishes me. Never humiliates me – other than by Her cuckolding which She does because She loves the sex.

I read every page of Elise Sutton’s website before I even introduced Mistress to FemDom. As soon as She wrote her first book I immediately bought it - and there you have it; it was I that bought the book, not Her – She’s never really read it.

She read a bit of the book – enough to understand the difference between discipline and punishment. And She used to choose to inflict both upon me, for many years. But no more.

The only time She truly dominates me is when She cuckolds me, and allows the other man to use all three holes. Then She allows me to put my tongue in Her arse, but never my cock. That is real FemDom and I love it.

I appreciate that I submit to Her, so I respect all Her choices and I accept them. But if I had a choice, I would choose a more FemDom relationship.

Others understand me – the artist Sardax clearly understands me – look at the extreme’s he illustrates. And Elise Sutton understands me too. Blogger.com is riddled with submissive men like me that wish they were in a more FemDom relationship. Why?

I tell myself I am lucky to have my lovely Wife. And I am. I know it. But I wish She loved FemDom as much as me!

Cuckold cleavage

My cock is still tingling and limp today. When Torremolinos and Mistress were talking yesterday, the thought of Her going round there for brutal sex got me so hard it was like an iron bar. Even though I was in the house on my own, I groaned so loud when I came, I thought someone might hear me! My cock has not fully recovered since!

This morning Mistress went to work with quite a bit of cleavage showing. I got Her to let me take a picture before She left the house. This is Her gorgeous cleavage, which I suck gently, and Torremolinos cums all over…

(Click on the image to enlarge)

All three holes

Mistress texted me this morning. Torremolinos has just been in touch. He’s about to go to Greece for three weeks and wanted to fuck Her today before he left. Sadly She can’t make the time today, but of course She is delighted that he’s still interested – this woman was made to fuck!

So they exchanged messages and he promised to get in touch when he gets back.

If She’d been able to find the time She’d have gone round there today and he’d have pounded all three holes as he does. Her arse would have been hanging loose for me next time I tongue it.
The thought got me so hard I had to wank myself off.

I wonder if I’ll ever get in Her arse or mouth again? I’m hard now thinking about it.

Eating pussy

Last week Mistress upset me. Nothing too severe, but She just pissed me off a number of times in the same day and I got sick of it. So we’ve not been very intimate for a few days.

But then last night She wanted sex, so She asked me to go down on Her. And like a pussy, I went down and ate pussy. You’d have thought that because She’d done me wrong, She might make up by giving me a blow job, but no, it was I that went down on Her.

As always, I enjoyed it.

Before She came She told me to come up and fuck Her, and made me tell Her kinky thoughts while I fucked Her and She used Her pocket rocket to cum. Lovely.

Wank material

Mistress went to work in this lovely back maxi dress today.  The curve falling round Her arse cheeks was a delight to behold.  I didn’t think my iPhone camera would do a good job of capturing it, but it’s not bad, is it?

Her arse, even if I do say so myself, is perfect. Small, round and pointy-outy.  In this dress, with tiny thong knockers that do not show, She looks divine.

As I said to Her, I would have loved to lift Her dress and eat Her pussy.  I’d have loved to fuck Her too – but I wanted to eat Her pussy.  Others more manly would have just wanted to fuck Her.  I guess that’s me!  We’re happy though!

Not many of you have taken my poll.  What do you think? Should She tell Dave that I know that he knows?  Vote now. The poll is closing soon.

Emotional relationships

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Guilty?

At midday yesterday Mistress chatted to me briefly. We use WhatsApp to chat on our iPhones – it’s free to message, and works cross platform.


“Hello you. How’s it going? Xx”

“Dave is wanking. What are you up to?”

I replied, “xx. Nothing that pleasant… I always keep what I have for you :).”

“Good boy,” She said. “That’s the way I love it.”

The conversation ended.

I wondered at it – why did She text me just to tell me Dave was wanking? She doesn’t usually do that. I figured She was feeling a little guilty about it.
 

When She got in that evening I was presented with this box of chocolates. As fine a box as I have ever seen. I like chocolates, but I don’t usually get given a box this fine. Definitely feeling guilty, I figured.


This morning in bed She reached across for my cock and wanked it a bit. AS She did, She explained the reasons why She never sucks my cock because She feels:-

• It is a dominant thing to do.

• When She used to do it, I didn’t like it.

• It makes me horny when She doesn’t suck my cock and She sucks someone else’s. And She likes it when I’m horny.

However, She said, I get ‘all depressed and funny about it’ and then She feels She should suck it for me – because She doesn’t want be depressed and funny.

I asked what She meant by ‘depressed and funny’, and She said like when I ask Her to suck it and try to push Her head down onto my cock – why do I do that?

I tried explaining it to Her. I want Her to do what She wants. If She doesn’t want to suck my cock, then don’t. If She does want to, then do. All I care is that She does only what She wants.

“But then why act funny?” She asked.

What do I feel?

I’d like one of two things:

1) A FemDom cuckold relationship, where She does not want to suck my cock because it is a submissive cock which She will not suck under any circumstances. Instead, She gets to suck the cocks of alpha males who are not submissive to Her. Or

2) A ‘normal’ (!) ‘open’ relationship where She sucks other cocks if She wants, but sucks mine too. When She wants to. If She ever wants to.

To me the key question is this: Does She or does She not want to suck my cock? If She wants to, then great. I cannot think of anyone I’d rather do that to me, and I will feel privileged to be sucked. But if She does not want to, then I want Her to state unequivocally that She does not want to and so will not. What I don’t like is the grey middle ground; ‘I’d be happy to suck your cock if you want me to, but I won’t suck it anyway.

If She WANTS to suck my cock, then She can just suck it. She WANTS to suck Dave’s cock and Torremolinos’ cock so She does. Does She want to suck mine or not?

It’s not an easy question.