Pleasure Pain

Seven minute of pure pleasure pain

Recently I told Mistress how painful it is every day licking and tonguing Her arse and knowing that David gets to fuck it and I don’t.

This morning was the first opportunity since then that I had to offer to eat Her pussy or arse, and She sent me down to her arse.

As I eased my tongue in and out, licking deep and all around She was responding with a much more active sphincter than has ever been the case in the past – I think She was enjoying the power trip.

I just got on with my business and gave Her the most pleasure I could.

I had noticed the time on Her clock when I went down (7:03am) and noticed again when I came up (7:10am). 7 minutes of anal stimulation. Lucky Girl.

This is crazy

My newly shaved cock was looking rather awesome hanging down as I brushed my teach this morning. Mistress came in to shower, and I decided to ask Her to please touch it for me. She reluctantly reached out and gave it a little rub, started to enjoy it and wanked me about 3 times as She walked into the shower, letting go very quickly and shutting the shower door.

I pretended She had shut my cock in the door, and said She would have to kiss it better – hoping She might use the excuse to give me a little blow job. ‘In your dreams’, She said. ‘In your dreams.’

Needless to say I was depressed (and still am). I was hoping for a little kiss or lick. Why? Do I want blow jobs, or do I want to be denied? Which is it? Silly fucker.

My cock has only been in Her mouth once since She met David. Afterwards I made the silly mistake (I now realise) of asking Her if She had sucked me to make up for all the stuff She does with David – which I thought, and still do think – was true.

Since then She has just stayed away from it.

Fruit

My picture today is chosen as it illustrates the conflicts within me. I find that I now collect all the porn I can find of girls with fruit in their cunts.

David has used a variety of fruit on Mistress’ pussy, which She has enjoyed tremendously. But She won’t let me use any on Her.

The pain I feel every time I see fruit in a vagina is intense. This picture is particularly painful, as the girl is so obviously enjoying it - look at that smile.