I have not conveyed my disappointment and pain, or yesterday’s worries to Mistress.
I am trying to accept my second place, and encourage and support Her pleasure. Share Her joy.
I would like to learn to accept my sometimes or sexual second place without fighting it.
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Frankly you should stop it with telling your wife about every little concern you have. In your mind you should be happy with being her number one supporter, and if that means swallowing your pride and keeping your mouth closed so be it. That you think David is not good enough, that you are worried that he doesn't want to be second and that it means you'll be second choice are your issues, not your wifes.
You should write David a letter thanking him for taking care of the emotional and physical needs that are no longer needed from you.
It may put you in a better frame of mind to support your wife and make you a little less selfish.
Give it to your wife and say you're sorry and I'll bet that she will feel better about her choices and less concerned with you.
Thank you inherservice.
You are so right. I wish I was man enough to live up to your ideals. They are those to which I strive and I shall continue to work towards them.
I have as you suggested written to David and given the letter to Mistress. I have posted it under 'Letter to David' in today's post.
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